raat bhar chudwaya
Mera naam padma hai. Pure pati ka naam subhash joshi aur bte ka naam rahul aur beti ka naam chinky hai. Aaj mein aapko apne jeevan ki sachhi ghatna batane ja rahi hoo. Dosto aaj tak ye baat meine kisi se bhi share nahi kari aur kar bhi nahi sakti thi kyonki huaj ka kuchh dhancha hi alag hai.lekin aap to jante hai ki aurat agar koi baat ko apne seene myself hi dabaye rakhe to ghut jati hai isliye me iss ke maadhyam se aapko apna feel display kar rahi hoo.
Jisse meri aatma ko kafi shanty mili. Mujhe nahi pata ki mere sath jo hua shayad wo duniya me kisi ke saath na ho. mein dehradoon me rahati hoon. Meri get older are samay 42yrs hai. Mere partner lender me personally manager the.kareeb 10yr pahle unki demise bloodstream cancer tumors se ho gayi. Ab unki jagah myself banking myself job karti hoo. Jis saay mere create bachhe the pahla beta 13yr aur dusri meri beti jo matra 2yr ki thi.
Pati ki maut ke baad if you ask me bahut toot chuki thi. Pati ki maut ke baad simple maa baap mujhe dusri shadi ke liye power kar rahe the. Lekin bachhon ke future ke liye meine apna dhyan shaadi par nahi diya. Dheere dheere saeer ko maar diya. Meine sajna sawarna chhod diya. Aakhir aurat saje bhi kis ke liye. Matra 32yr ki get older myself mere oopar kafi jimmedari aa gai.
Jab mera beta 9th common myself tha to wo kafi bigad chukka tha jiska kaaran pita ka naa hona tha. waise adhiktar bachhe pita ke na hone par bigad hello jaate hai. Ye baat meine tab notice kee jab mein uske kapde dhone ke liye nikale. To uski jeb me condom kilometer. Mein to kaafi hairan ho gai ki matra 15 yr ki years me personally ise condom ki kya jaroorat padh gai. Phir meine dekha ki uske underwere me bhi white-white laga hai.
Thursday
Baad me meine uski almira bhi check ki to dekha ki waha usne asleel magsines aur blue movies ki cd chupai hui thi. Mujhe mere bte ki chinta satane lag gai. Jaahir si baat hai koi bhi maa ko agar asi situation face karni padhe to utilize pressure to bahut hoga. Lekin dosto me ye baat kisi ko kah bhi nahi sakti naa apne bte se seedha baat kar sakti thi. Us sai kafi khal rahi thi ki kaash wo hote to ye circumstance unse hi handle karwati.
Dosto lekin meine apne bte se kuchh nahi kiya.dheere-dheere samay beetata gaya aur mera beta aur bigadta chala gaya. Mera beta ab mujhe bhi ajeeb najro se ghoorta hai. Dosto myself thoda apne bare ne batati hoo me personally ek saadharan family se belong karti hoo lekin mein kafi khoobsurat aur bhare badan ki malkin hoo. Pure chutad 42 inches k meri choonchiya 40D ki aur meri kamar 32 inches ki hai.
Was se aap simple figure ko feel kar sakte hai. Isiliye meri shaadi financial manager ke saath bagair kisi dahej ke hui. Ye to saari aurten jaanti hai ki mard 
to hefty chutad aur choonchiyo ke to deewane hote hai. Meine kai baar gaur kia wo meri choonchiyon aur chutad ko ghoor raha hai. Mujhe man hi guy kafi gussa aaya kyonki sab aurten chahti hai ki mard unpar attract ho lekin koi aurat ye nahi chahti ki uska beta need buri najro se dekhe.
Samay beetata gaya aur uski aadaten aur bhi kharab hoti gai. Yaha tak ki wo sharab bhi peene lag gaya. Ek din wo sharab peekar ghar aaya to meine incorporate khoob danta. Lekin wo to ulta mujhse heya jubaan chalane lag gaya. Mein apne bte ki vajah se kafi pareshaan ho gai. Ab mein united states din ki ghatna batane jaa rahi hoo. United states samay mein 37 yr ki mera beta 18yr ka aur meri beti 7yr ki thi. Mere ghar se mere bade bhai saab aaye hue the.
